Was cleaning through my closet earlier and found these bad boys that I keep forgetting about. I’m basically the king of games.
white people talking about other ethnicities be like
white people talking about themselves be like
Okay. So… I don’t even know how to start this lol it’s gunna be a long one. Lately I haven’t been feeling so great about myself. And by lately I mean like it’s been months. I wouldn’t say that I’ve been depressed, but my self-esteem has just been extremely low. It’s at the point where I don’t even want to go out with my friends or meet up with old friends who I haven’t seen in a while because I’m so insecure about my weight- my weight which I don’t even know exactly because the scale we had in my house was so old that it just broke, and none of us here have been in any rush to get a new one. But I’m changing that today. I’m not saying that I’m going to go all super healthy and start hitting the gym, but I mean I’m gunna start slowly. I’ll start cutting down on stuff rather than cut stuff out completely because that just never works for me personally. Oh and about the actual picture lol it’s just the distance that I jogged today on my treadmill. It sucks because I used to be able to do twice that without even needing my damn inhaler but this time I wasn’t even going that fast and had to stop because I thought I seriously might pass out. I’m too embarrassed to post the time but I’m keeping tabs on it myself and I’m hoping that by posting this publicly that it’ll help me stay motivated and determined to do better each time. Okay I’m starting to babble. I apologize to anyone actually reading this haha but okay, I think that was all I had to say about it. I’m gunna go shower now and blast Ain’t It Fun because let’s be real, that song works wonders for the mind body and soul can I get an amen! 😉